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This is kind of a long entry, if you wanna attempt to read it, be my guest...just bare with me lol...
Last night was crazy, I went to the kalamazoo central game with ben instead of hacketts game, KC won by a lot lol, 1/2 time was awesome...Anyways...I wish i woulda went to hacketts game, my litle brother chris got stung by a bunch of bees and his entire body started swelling, his throat closed and he couldnt breathe, they had to set him up on iv and oxygen right there at the field, the ambulance came and took him to the hospital. They said he almost died...Thats scary as hell man, i got home early to a call from my dad letting me know he was in the hospital. I just started to cry...I dont ever want to go through anything that scary ever again, Thinking about waking up and not having him around is just insane. I definatly got a taste of reality tho. Some things i thought were important a day ago now mean nothing. God was obviously with him. Im just so glad hes ok. I can understand a lil better about what jeremy has had to go thru with his friend, I know its not anywhere close to what hes had to deal with but still...the thought of losing someone so close to me is unthinkable. I mean ive lost people before but death is a whole different concept. Luckily noone that ive been really close to has ever died. Things can happen in a split second that change your life forever. I know ill have to deal with it someday, but it wasnt yesterday and its not going to be today and I thank God for that.
On a happier note, Today- Woke up at 8 and went out back to play some basketball, that was fun...cold but fun...lol. Jakes lil bonfire thing is today, that should be interesting...cant wait to see the corpse bride lol. I hurt...i have muscles hurting that i didnt know i had lol.
On a crankier/ fed up note...Just a reminder...
Im so sick of stupid people, Girls running their mouths, thinking that its gunna get them somewhere...Guess what...it doesnt. Im done dealing with anyone and everyones stupid drama. If you know me personally then you know thats not what im about. Ive told so many people time and time again...I dont care what you think of me, Get over it, you wont get a rise out of me lol. Ill just laugh you off and go on about my buisness. Some people need to open their eyes and realize that they r wasting their time. You will wake up tomorrow and understand that you will never have today again. Why waste the best years of your life bitching and being worried about stupid shit?? I just dont get it. Is there a point to being mad at crap that dont mean anything? No theres not, its so much easier for yourself and the people around u to just be in a good mood. I know so many girls whos lives are complete drama...he said she said bullshit...Its not worth it, Ive never really paid attention to that stuff, people ask me how i do it and i dont know lol, its just the way i am...always have been and always will be. Sorry i dont deal with drama or freak out if my hair gets messed up, If i spill something on my clothes...I laugh at myself and change. Why do people waste so much time worrying about little things like that?? I dont know...I guess im wierd like that, O well id rather be the way i am than one of those typical teenage girls noone likes. Drama streses me out...Id rather not deal with it...period lol.
Yeah I have my bad days too, we all do, but more days than not i wake up and try my best to have a good day. Most days I dont have to try, it just happens that way. If you have a good attitude then youll have a good day, if you wanna go and be all bitchy then yeah...yur day is gunna suck lol. Its easier to be pissed then it is to be happy but its well worth the effort.
I dont know, lol, people confuse the hell outta me.
* * * * (jmo none of this is about you lol, i love talking to you, but everytime you call me theres more drama with yur stupid ass ex, so yeah i just dont understand why you talk to her, you say you hate drama too...but you havent taken the innitiative ya know. If you want it to stop your gunna have to figure out what the hell you want. Shes going to continue to bring drama and pain...thats what shes about, you should know that by now. Im not tryin to be mean but i dont like to see you hurt or confused, everything you say sucks leads to her, why try? Isnt it about time to just give up and move on? Theres better out there. Youre better than all that, youre worth so much more...you just need to see that. You know how i feel about you, I think you are amazing and I probably always will. I love the fact that you take time to call me lol, I know im not the only person you call when yur bored but still lol. I really wish we lived closer, I think wed have so much fun. We get along really well ya know, your as sarcastic as i am if not more, which is a good thing cuz yur one of the only people that can put me in my place lol. I like that. I hate that im never gunna find anyone even remotely close to who you are lol, you suck, j/k you know i love you)
Well im off to finish my day,
Peace out chicos
xoxo Amber
Last night was crazy, I went to the kalamazoo central game with ben instead of hacketts game, KC won by a lot lol, 1/2 time was awesome...Anyways...I wish i woulda went to hacketts game, my litle brother chris got stung by a bunch of bees and his entire body started swelling, his throat closed and he couldnt breathe, they had to set him up on iv and oxygen right there at the field, the ambulance came and took him to the hospital. They said he almost died...Thats scary as hell man, i got home early to a call from my dad letting me know he was in the hospital. I just started to cry...I dont ever want to go through anything that scary ever again, Thinking about waking up and not having him around is just insane. I definatly got a taste of reality tho. Some things i thought were important a day ago now mean nothing. God was obviously with him. Im just so glad hes ok. I can understand a lil better about what jeremy has had to go thru with his friend, I know its not anywhere close to what hes had to deal with but still...the thought of losing someone so close to me is unthinkable. I mean ive lost people before but death is a whole different concept. Luckily noone that ive been really close to has ever died. Things can happen in a split second that change your life forever. I know ill have to deal with it someday, but it wasnt yesterday and its not going to be today and I thank God for that.
On a happier note, Today- Woke up at 8 and went out back to play some basketball, that was fun...cold but fun...lol. Jakes lil bonfire thing is today, that should be interesting...cant wait to see the corpse bride lol. I hurt...i have muscles hurting that i didnt know i had lol.
On a crankier/ fed up note...Just a reminder...
Im so sick of stupid people, Girls running their mouths, thinking that its gunna get them somewhere...Guess what...it doesnt. Im done dealing with anyone and everyones stupid drama. If you know me personally then you know thats not what im about. Ive told so many people time and time again...I dont care what you think of me, Get over it, you wont get a rise out of me lol. Ill just laugh you off and go on about my buisness. Some people need to open their eyes and realize that they r wasting their time. You will wake up tomorrow and understand that you will never have today again. Why waste the best years of your life bitching and being worried about stupid shit?? I just dont get it. Is there a point to being mad at crap that dont mean anything? No theres not, its so much easier for yourself and the people around u to just be in a good mood. I know so many girls whos lives are complete drama...he said she said bullshit...Its not worth it, Ive never really paid attention to that stuff, people ask me how i do it and i dont know lol, its just the way i am...always have been and always will be. Sorry i dont deal with drama or freak out if my hair gets messed up, If i spill something on my clothes...I laugh at myself and change. Why do people waste so much time worrying about little things like that?? I dont know...I guess im wierd like that, O well id rather be the way i am than one of those typical teenage girls noone likes. Drama streses me out...Id rather not deal with it...period lol.
Yeah I have my bad days too, we all do, but more days than not i wake up and try my best to have a good day. Most days I dont have to try, it just happens that way. If you have a good attitude then youll have a good day, if you wanna go and be all bitchy then yeah...yur day is gunna suck lol. Its easier to be pissed then it is to be happy but its well worth the effort.
I dont know, lol, people confuse the hell outta me.
* * * * (jmo none of this is about you lol, i love talking to you, but everytime you call me theres more drama with yur stupid ass ex, so yeah i just dont understand why you talk to her, you say you hate drama too...but you havent taken the innitiative ya know. If you want it to stop your gunna have to figure out what the hell you want. Shes going to continue to bring drama and pain...thats what shes about, you should know that by now. Im not tryin to be mean but i dont like to see you hurt or confused, everything you say sucks leads to her, why try? Isnt it about time to just give up and move on? Theres better out there. Youre better than all that, youre worth so much more...you just need to see that. You know how i feel about you, I think you are amazing and I probably always will. I love the fact that you take time to call me lol, I know im not the only person you call when yur bored but still lol. I really wish we lived closer, I think wed have so much fun. We get along really well ya know, your as sarcastic as i am if not more, which is a good thing cuz yur one of the only people that can put me in my place lol. I like that. I hate that im never gunna find anyone even remotely close to who you are lol, you suck, j/k you know i love you)
Well im off to finish my day,
Peace out chicos
xoxo Amber