that's how i knew, i'm gonna love you forever......<3
No college classes today! Hell Yea, I can't wait until this semester is over, it seems like everything that could go wrong in school with me, is gonna happen :( I still can't believe my English teacher failed me for not citating 3 lines of a 12 page research paper, come on!! It's community college people, it's not freakin Harvard! :( Now I'm gonna have to retake it in the Spring. Paul might take that class with me because he needs credit for it too. :) Paul is the cute guy I bragged about eariler from my speech class..... I'm always attracted to the "bad" guys. :)I've been having such a shitty week, that when I go down to State Thursday, I'm just gonna be outta control ;) (You know me when I'm completely wasted.....) uhoh! I'm gonna party like a rock star baby. I've never been up to State to party but I heard it's one of the biggest party schools in the state. Hell Yeah... :) I think Dan is bringing his "kinda" girlfriend Julie, so if it is going to be lovefest 2004, I'm gonna be way disappointed. I don't mind if my friends bring their girls or whatever, but just don't make all your makeout sessions right in front of me, it's annoying. If I wanted to see that kinda shit, I'd just rent a porno. :P I haven't been feeling like myself, I've been unbelievably self consious lately, especially at school. It's horrible.... What the hell can I do to change that? It's like I'm constantly nervous, anexity, all the time! I never use to be that way, ever! I'm usaully the girl who doesn't give a shit about what people think, lately, it's all I've been thinking about.... :( Girls, what can I do to make myself not so damn self consious bout stuff? :( I hate it!!