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Haven't been to school very much lately.. Didn't go last Monday, left early Thursday, didn't go Friday, Monday, today, and I'm not going tomorrow.. I have viral broncitious, and feel like complete shit.. Doctor gave me meds, made me feel worse, so I went back, and got a shot.. I have another appointment tomorrow... I really don't wanna go, because I don't feel any better, and I don't wanna stay home anymore.. It's too damn boring!!
Maybe when my dad gets home, I can talk him into taking me shopping.. I mean a have a shit load of clothes, but don't wear 1/2 of them.. Like you buy something, try it on, and don't like it anymore, so you throw it in the bottom of your closet.. Haha.. I do that way too much.. I need some new pants, because I've lost weight (went from a size 5/7 to a 1/3.. And my pants are falling off of me! I need some long sleeve shirts, and some sweaters too.. Because it's like 30 degrees outside, and I have no long sleeve shirts, and maybe 4 sweaters, but don't like any of them..
I want some new ear rings too.. Like 80's ear rings.. They are so cute, and I want them!
I highlighted my hair again.... Blonde.. REALLY BLONDE.. I like it, but it makes me look really pale.. So it looks like I need to start going back to the tanning bed again..
Me, and Cliff weren't fighting alot, and were hanging out every day.. He told me I was an awesome person to hang out with, I was so sweet.. and that he loved it when I curled my hair out.. It made me look really pretty.. He was being pretty sweet.. He was supposed to stay the night Friday, but ended up not. But ended up staying Saturday.. We stayed up talking for a little bit.. And he fell asleep, and I couldn't sleep at all.. So I wrapped my arm around him, and he turns around, and wraps him arms around me really tight.. I swear I didn't think I could breathe for a minute there.. So I ended up falling asleep around 6 in the morning... The phone woke me up at 8. And then Cliff woke me up at 9.. So we sat around, talking, and stuff.. Then we decided to go get breakfast. We get food, he smokes, I drop him off, and come home.. Then last night, we got into it for a millionth time..; And I told him never to call me again, and don't text me again, or I'm getting my number changed.. And now I feel bad.. I mean... I don't know.. I like him as a friend, and as a hook up buddy.. But not like like him.. You know? It's complicated, and confusing, trust me, I know.
My mom came over today, and brought me some flowers.. :) It was pretty sweet of her.. And so now, I have 2 things of flowers.. One from my mom, and one from my dad..
But now I'm gonna go lay in bed, or maybe actually get up, and get dressed for the first time all week.