Jan 31, 2005 17:49
Saturday, I woke up at like 7 and then got ready and went to competition at heritage.. and for some reason I wasnt nervous at all.. haha, i think its cause i knew we were gunna loose.. oh well.. so after we performed i just sat around and watched the other schools, i wish we could do routines like them.. they were so awesome! then like everyone left after and it was just like me and britt and some other girls so me and britt went and ate some food.. omg then we watched Heritage Varsity.. their are fucking awesome, i dont know how their so good.. yeah but anyways.. then i came home and laid around and evan called me and asked me to help him babysit.. so i went over there and like barely even watched the kids.. so i felt bad when they paid me. haha
Sunday, I laid around all day I think, i dont really remember, I just remember doing notecards for like 10 hours god i hate those things.. well thats all for my weekend.. lol
-i think im gettin sick.. all that i do it sleep lately
-im now gothic and punk because i listen to taking back sunday, the used, and dash. confessional! :D
-I really want to go to valley.. but considering its so fucking expensive.. im mad :(
-I need to make up my mind about a few things.. and NO PEOPLE its not what your thinking
-Poms is OVER!!!! :D
<3 love ya, allison*
--<3 Sum 41-- Peices
I tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it.
I don't believe it makes me real.
I thought it'd be easy
but no one believes me.
I meant all the things I said.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show.
Now I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty.
My thoughts are so tempting.
I don't know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it's so crazy
but nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show.
Now I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.
I tried to be perfect,
it just wasn't worth it.
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It's hard to believe me.
It never gets easy.
I guess I knew that all along.
If you'd believe it's in my soul,
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show.
Now I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own.