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so i've decided waiting is the worse.
what if all of this doesn't turn out like i want it to
then i'm waiting for nothing.
tonight was good
i needed a lazy night with my best friend
he makes me smile
and makes me very happy
did i mention i love his family?
haha alex porter, i adore you <3
ps. i'm so happy your knee is better =]
christmas is just around the corner..
therefore i'm working like something sick
i'm stressed beyond beliefe
too many people to buy gifts for
not enough time in the day
school is getting more hectic by the day
trip to newfoundland in 22 days
and i seem to be getting nowhere
i'm tired and confused
right now i feel as if i'm sinking
it's like i'm struggling to stay on top of everything
i miss some people more then they realize
and at times i feel totally and completly alone
there are my special few that i've got and i know it
but at times it seems as if there not even there
this whole christmas deal is stressing me out far too much
so the other night i decided something
.. after 2 years i think i'm done
i think i'm sick of finding the easy way out
and i think for once i'm actually letting go
becuase who knows what might happen in the future
but as of right now i feel like this is just the best thing
for me and for him.