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i wanna go far far faaaaaaaar away where no one can find me. where i cant hurt anyone. . . i hate myself!! grrrr... but i really think im in love. i cant stop thinking about this sumone and i miss him and im so sad that me n tom broke up. i miss him too. even though we never met we talked on the phone and online even though most of the time it was perverted it was totally awesome. but then today had to come and now i miss those late nite talks. but wat can i do toms pissed and i wouldnt blame him. im pissed at myself too. at this point in time i wish nothing changed. i wish that me n kyle never broke up and everything was back to normal. but wishes dont always come true. damn. i wish wishes came true. then everything would be perfect. not one thing wrong in anyones life. thats the way it should be but it doesnt always happen like that. man oh man i miss people. people the prolly wont ever talk to me again. i really need my friends now. i feel like i have no one, wen i have all these friends. i could just cry right now. ill prolly end up crying. ok now im crying. . . im gonna go to my room and sit and cry. i miss kyle and tom im so stupid!! i really liked kyle then he broke my heart but tom liked me and i did that to him. grrrrr!!! well tomorrow ill be home and if anyone wants to talk to me then call. i wish i had a new life. so i could start over... i would do so many things right this time. . . but people say u learn from ur mistakes. wat about those big mistakes that u wished never happened?? u dont learn from them u wish they never happened!!! well if u comment leave a good one. i love all that i care about.
- Tiffany
i wanna go far far faaaaaaaar away where no one can find me. where i cant hurt anyone. . . i hate myself!! grrrr... but i really think im in love. i cant stop thinking about this sumone and i miss him and im so sad that me n tom broke up. i miss him too. even though we never met we talked on the phone and online even though most of the time it was perverted it was totally awesome. but then today had to come and now i miss those late nite talks. but wat can i do toms pissed and i wouldnt blame him. im pissed at myself too. at this point in time i wish nothing changed. i wish that me n kyle never broke up and everything was back to normal. but wishes dont always come true. damn. i wish wishes came true. then everything would be perfect. not one thing wrong in anyones life. thats the way it should be but it doesnt always happen like that. man oh man i miss people. people the prolly wont ever talk to me again. i really need my friends now. i feel like i have no one, wen i have all these friends. i could just cry right now. ill prolly end up crying. ok now im crying. . . im gonna go to my room and sit and cry. i miss kyle and tom im so stupid!! i really liked kyle then he broke my heart but tom liked me and i did that to him. grrrrr!!! well tomorrow ill be home and if anyone wants to talk to me then call. i wish i had a new life. so i could start over... i would do so many things right this time. . . but people say u learn from ur mistakes. wat about those big mistakes that u wished never happened?? u dont learn from them u wish they never happened!!! well if u comment leave a good one. i love all that i care about.
- Tiffany