Phew...

Mar 20, 2002 15:33

Ugh today was sucky... I had a pretty sucky time up till about the time I hit Psych class, luckily it was 2nd bell! Ahh Mr. Corprew is just incredibly hilarious, him and his adolescent self. We continued talking about our adolescent lives and how badly they sucked or didn't... And well got on that discussion fo relationshps and well it started to get to me again... As I told yall Chad called me recently wanting to chill this Spring break... and well I REALLY want to chill wit him( and more) but when he leavs ya know, I don't want that emotional attachment to be even stronger than the first time he left... And well I was watching Kidnapped yesterday on MtV and the guy Tim who was the guys friend looked so much like Chad! OMG I was just starin at the screen between drooling and crying... *sigh* I'm so messed up right now...

I mean emotionally between school, friends, family and relationships... This whole thing is really screwed up! I mean I don't know who my friends are, my schoolwork is suffereing because of the imbalance and well the 3rd nineweeks ends next week and I'm only positive of one A and thats in english..., then in family life I'm really getting ticked off by my auntie and her son becuz they really dunno how to clean up after themselves, i mean their lil girl is cute and all but i mena theres so much i can take b4 snappin... newayz then theres relationships and well i clued ya in on a few things happening and NOT happening in that department... all i hafta say is I really miss chad... and i've never stopped missin him... and now he has his tongue ring! ahhh! *licks lipz* i cant wait! LoL sykez... we'll see...

MMkaez well I should go and do some homework... but everytime I say that I end up falling asleep on my bed thinkin bout chad or starin at the tv mindlessly... So yeah anyways LATERZ!

NeLLy
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