I'm Trying To Be So Perfect.. Cuz I Know You're Worth It
Yeah this is just perfect.. on one hand I have a boyfriend that couldn’t care less about me and on the other I have some bratty little self-absorbed girl who thinks she knows everything there is to know about life and love and all that fun stuff… who the hell is she to tell me that I don’t love him? I mean seriously coming from someone who probably hasn’t felt more than one day of real love in her life I’d have to say that’s pretty shitty advice// hate to tell yah Alex... but you are very wrong J but… when joe said that maybe I don’t really know what love is.. I think that it made more sense… seeing as how he is in love with ange.. and maybe he is right, maybe I don’t know what it means, but whats that have to do with knowing how I feel? I mean no one can really tell me that I don’t love him…they can say that its fake all they want, I know how I feel end of story!
But yah, anywayz I think me n him are going to break up, I mean he isn’t calling me back when he says that he will, and he wont answer his phone, so if he tells me that I haven’t tried to get a hold of him, that’s total bullshit I have called him at least 7 times last night, and 3 times today.. I know he is there, he is avoiding me… either that or he doesnt wanna talk to me cuz he is with jeremy.. i should call jeremy's house huh? but then again, prolly not =/ but hey its worth a try i guess ((no answer =(!)) anywayz... suttin on a lighter note...
write what you think about yourself, it could be anything, weaknesses, strengths etc. as long or short as you want just try it!!
hmm okay.. guess that from my point of view, i am a little to hard on myself sometimes, i can be a really nice person, if you dont get on my bad side, i am a really good friend once i get to trust you, i get a bit lonely sometimes.. but who doesnt? i have really low self-esteem// i tend to be attracted only to guys that will hurt me really badly, and i hate myself for being such a terrible person to the people that i care about most thats pretty much it..
okay now that you have read that, if you comment on it, copy the question and this and put it into your journal, and answer it :)
man that sucked!
heather
iloveyou*
lets be us again//
i want my life back =(
But yah, anywayz I think me n him are going to break up, I mean he isn’t calling me back when he says that he will, and he wont answer his phone, so if he tells me that I haven’t tried to get a hold of him, that’s total bullshit I have called him at least 7 times last night, and 3 times today.. I know he is there, he is avoiding me… either that or he doesnt wanna talk to me cuz he is with jeremy.. i should call jeremy's house huh? but then again, prolly not =/ but hey its worth a try i guess ((no answer =(!)) anywayz... suttin on a lighter note...
write what you think about yourself, it could be anything, weaknesses, strengths etc. as long or short as you want just try it!!
hmm okay.. guess that from my point of view, i am a little to hard on myself sometimes, i can be a really nice person, if you dont get on my bad side, i am a really good friend once i get to trust you, i get a bit lonely sometimes.. but who doesnt? i have really low self-esteem// i tend to be attracted only to guys that will hurt me really badly, and i hate myself for being such a terrible person to the people that i care about most thats pretty much it..
okay now that you have read that, if you comment on it, copy the question and this and put it into your journal, and answer it :)
man that sucked!
heather
iloveyou*
lets be us again//
i want my life back =(