awake again...
well good morning... i cant take this anymore, all this waking up in the middle of the night, breaking out in a cold sweat, crying for no reason it sucks, and its all over this feeling that everyonr says is the greatest feeling in the world ...when you have it... -sigh- i cant keep doing this to myself, but i cant help but think that he still loves me even if it is only a little bit :( i tried to like other guys but i am afraid that if i go out with other people then he will think that i dont love him ne more and that is definatly the farthest from the truth i will NEVER stop loving him no one has ever made me feel the way he did i mean how would you feel if ur whole life all you ever felt was pain and for almost 8 months all you felt was happiness and just when you were getting used to it, it was all gone im not kidding how would you feel.. lemme know... i guess ill write more later...
I Love You Chas... That Wont Ever Change
I Love You Chas... That Wont Ever Change