Nov 21, 2004 10:36
Sunday morning and after 14 hours of sleep I still feel kinda blah. I thought it might have been just because I was ridiculously tired from the other night but I dont know what it is and then in the middle of my homework out of nowwhere Mary says hey... oh wait it get better. She doesnt wanna ruin anything but then she has to go and say those words... I mean why why would you say something like that to me now? "now i kno how u felt when i was with kevin". The great thing was I explain to her how everything was between me and Syd and I smiled because I realized just how much she means to me, I just cant pictuer myself with anyone else but her and its amazing.