Jun 11, 2005 00:44
I dun kno wat to think. Staying up late on my computer, readin peoples livejournals always makes me feel so worthless. Like no one wants to be with me. Like there isn't someone who will be happy to talk to me if i call them in the middle of the night. It seems like i used to have that, but it's lost. I read about all the things that are happening in everyone else's lives and i cant help but think about my own. And whatever aspect of their life they are talking about, how it is so much different for me, and how i wish it could be for me. When i really start thinking about stuff i get all emo. I just don't know why i do it.