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So this morning, Bail went to the airport at 5:00 am & her flight left at 8:00am. The flight that was going to change the rest of her life. Last night was very emotional. Seeing Maysoon & Bailey hugging & crying was upsetting. It made me think a lot about my best friends. If Nikki ever moved, I honestly don't know what I would do. Driving past Bail & watching her wave, was so depressing. I'm going to miss the hell out of her. :[
other news: I decided I'm not doing speech, badmittin, or fallball.
I'm not doing speech because I'm not good enough, or smart enough, & I honestly don't fit in.
I'm not doing badmittin because it came by too soon.
I'm not doing fall ball because it's too expensive.
So my fall is going to be pretty laid back.
I've also started thinking, I honestly don't have any talent. I partially blame my parents.
"Children are likely to live up to what you believe of them" -Lady Bird Johnson This qoute really applies. My parents never expected anything great out of any of their children, & look how we all ended up. I care less & less about everything I do. I think less & less of myself everyday. My parents never told me, "You can do anything you set your mind to." They never told me they were proud of me when I accomplished something. EHH, oh well.
"Children are likely to live up to what you believe of them" -Lady Bird Johnson This qoute really applies. My parents never expected anything great out of any of their children, & look how we all ended up. I care less & less about everything I do. I think less & less of myself everyday. My parents never told me, "You can do anything you set your mind to." They never told me they were proud of me when I accomplished something. EHH, oh well.