***19th***
Yeah, last night i did squat, but just think in my room aaaaaloooott, i think way to much, and i guess it's a bad thing, since everyone is telling me that. I worry, and think, oh well that's me, and that's how I've always been. Well I was just outside, talking to scotty and stuff, and we decided that i'd keep him company and help him with his books, so i go to home depot, and meet him there at like 720 in the morning, cause he had to go take this test. Then we went to get his books, and he went to go do his financial stuff. During his test, i went around edinburg, looking for city national bank, trying to cash my check for 50 bucks, cause that's all i had. Didnt' find it, and later found out that they're only in weslaco, what a sucky bank HA! (my step-mom worked there for years). Then we went back to weslaco, and got a lot of bucks pizza, and ate at my house at around 12. We ate to much, well i did, cause i was starving, and scotty did too i guess, but he got to sick, and fell asleep on my bed. Then israel and lacey came over aournd 143, and they were just here for a while. Scotty went home, and so did israel and lacey. Israel took me to go get my car from home depot, and i came back and slept. Then around 346, i went to go get my sis, and then we came back, and i feel asleep again. Then at 557, i took my sister to band, got her there in 3 min., then came back, and talked to my mom about college and my step-dad about my car. Then israel came, and we went to go get my sister. i talked to mrs. donalson, and she said i aint getting my 500 bucks this year, not until next year, since i'm not under the music major program shit, i was like FUCK, i needed that money, but oh well. Then israel me, and my sister came back, and then i ate again at around 840. Then we took off after watching k-wes, and we picked up lacey. Then i found this cool lazy-boy on the road, and put it in israel's jeep, and left it in my yard, and locked the gates, so no one would take it. I was so happy, since it's for college, then i remembered, i have a little shitty car, so i dont' know how i'm going to take it now haha. Then, we went to mcallen, to omar's work at starz, and we were just chilling there for 10 min., then israel went to drop off lacey, and i was just there, looking around, and talked to omar for a little bit, staring at his asst. manager, she's pretty, and omar told me that she keeps on eyeing him, and that he's her favorite one, and he's only been working there for 3 days haha. So then israel came back, and we went back to omar's, and were just talking and stuff, and burning pavement with belt greaser for you car, and lysol. It was fun. Then i got home, and i saw something, and i have been thinking and thinking, and i'm kinda sad, but oh well, hopefully things get better. LIke today, tommaorw, i have to many fucking errands to do. I feel so grown up HAHAHAAHHAHAA. Oh well, i leave the day after tommaorw....:-/
I really do think, worry, and care to much. I wish i wasn't how i am, and i wish i was like some people i know who dont' give a fuck, but that's not me, and that can never be me,...i wish i didn't give a fuck, but i do....toooo much.
LATERS,
Dr.
::Dances off::
I really do think, worry, and care to much. I wish i wasn't how i am, and i wish i was like some people i know who dont' give a fuck, but that's not me, and that can never be me,...i wish i didn't give a fuck, but i do....toooo much.
LATERS,
Dr.
::Dances off::