im sorry i forgot dad...
wow.this is so fucked up.i cant believe myself.i fucking knew going to austins would be a bad idea.and that i never called my dad.but i forgot.i totally spaced on it.it sucks.now im sitting at home as always on the 4th of july.god why do i alwayz have to fuck up!he was totally trusting me!and i had to go and fuck up like i always do.i cant even look at myself in the fucking mirror.i think im more disappointed in myself then my dad is in me.but why didnt i just fucking remember to fucking call him!!?!he says i dont give a shit about anything thats happened only because i forgot.well im sorry i dont think about that shit 24 7.i dont want to remember it and be all depressed!fuck emo!all you fuckers who ever called me emo...FUCK YOU!you dont no shit about me or my life.what?just cuz i used to cut im emo?fuck that.do you no how many fucking "metal heads" cut?or "preps"?so why fucking label me fucking emo?fuck you all who ever said i was.thats just messed up.and alwayz fucking messing with me.why dont you fucking mess with any other person around you?why the fuck is it alwayz me?why doesnt everyone just leave me the fuck alone!?
FACKK!
FACKK!