Jun 25, 2006 21:27
geezee one more update.
i was reading my xanga from like 32542346 years ago and i found an entry
that i found interesting. im going to redo it
YOU are the person that i felt like i could talk to about anything...the one person i would feel comfortable with in any situation...the one person whom i THOUGHT a stupid little fight wouldnt cause so many hard feelings...
YOU are the person that always can make me feel better...the person that i call when im depressed or i dont know how to get my mom out of bed...the person who i make feel guilty for not hanging out with so they cancel plans with their boyfriend for me...to my best friend, i love you.
YOU are the person who can always make me laugh. so many inside jokes with you. i dont know how i am going to handle leaving you when we go our seperate ways. to the funniest person i know, i love you.
YOU are the person who i have had so many ups and downs with. i feel that you are my mentor, almost my role model. sometimes i know i dont believe you and your stories but you have always been there for me. im goign to miss you when you leave me for college and im going to miss our adventures and operation hustle and flow.... to my big sister, i love you.
YOU are the person who knows exactly what to say to ANNOY the shit out of me one minute, but then put a smile on my face the next. YOU are crazy sometimes. the world better watch out for you...but im glad that i can say "i knew that person when..."
YOU can not be described. in the time we've known each other you have given me everything you have. your love, your trust...everything. without you, i wouldnt be whole...youre a part of me now and i love you for that.
YOU are the person that i always go to when i need to talk about something "personal". i love being myself when i talk to you...and i love being vain without having someone judging me. i look up to you because you are so mature for your age (even though youre only a month older than me). you can reassure me and anger me at the same time...but only because you are pretty darn lucky. to the hottest girl i know, i love you.
YOU just make me laugh because of the things you say. almost the comic relief of the group...you are the one person who "drama" dares not touch. i love our many conversations about being pop stars and making it big one day...well you, not me (haha). you make hanging out with my friends interesting. to my soon-to-be-famous-pop-star, i love you...
its sad that those are the only people worth mentioning.
i dont know how...but it seems like i have a problem becomming close with people.
oh well...
i guess its just hard for me to trust people.
sorry for this random update.