if i keep holding my breath, all of this will fade away.
and after the fact i will wrap duct tape around my foot to avoid the fact that i have to buy new sandals. day after day my feet turn black and i refuse to notice the looks you give as i allow my toes to dig deeper into the dirt. when the alarm goes off far to early and my voice is hoarse i will roll over to avoid the bright lights that shine in my
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i know you havent heard from me in a while but its because since classes have started ive been soooooo busy at work and with my own classes and then i got wicked wicked sick and like slept for 3 days straight so yea. but i do think of you very very often! and i can also relate to how you are feeling right now with your dad. well in a different way of course its not the exact same but i mean his birthday was either the 14th or 15th. i dunno i forget. and i dont care. and i didnt call or write or anything. why should i? he did the same to me on my birthday. and you DONT HAVE to call him. YOU DO WHAT YOU FEEL IS RIGHT! dont listen to family friends or family members. THESE ARE YOUR FEELINGS! maybe youll regret it someday, or maybe youre actions will make HIM REGRET HIS SOMEDAY! you wont know till that day comes. and you cant worry about the future. you have to just do what you feel is right and true to YOUR FEELINGS AT THAT TIME. yea im sure your dad has some guilt or something, just like i hope my dad would, but if you ask me HE SHOULD. you are not in the wrong any way what so ever so DONT YOU EVER EVER feel guilty for not calling him or writing to him for WHATEVER reason. thats an order! i love you. youre are sooooo pretty and sweet and kind and funny and i miss you! ill see you soon, you can bet on that! MUAH!
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