let this mistake bring a vivid crystal to her eye

[xnowhereslowx]

i heard it out of the corners of my ears:i heard it in the deepest chambers of my heart:do you know what they taste like:do you know the salty feeling on your tongue:you gave me a child-like embrace:you gave me the image in my mind:shut in:shut out:you told me not to worry:you told me nothing but lies:and im sinking deeper:and im reaching out to you:i heard it:i heard it and pretended:i pretended i wasnt there:

and she told me she was sorry. she never meant to cause such pain. and she told me she loved me. she was always there for me. and she told me she never wanted to lose me. she was awake at three in the morning.

xoxo
take it please