My One And Only Rant
This is going to be a post about me bitching about something that is bothering me. Just so people explain how serious im being about this topic, im making this post public so EVERYONE can see it. If you dont want to read about me complaining, then skip this entry.
This whole thing about my race, and how people use it against me, is beginning to piss me off to no end. Everytime someone makes a remark about me being black, i start to get very angry. I know everyone is just joking most of the time, but i dont want to hear that type of shit anymore. This has just been kept inside this whole time, but now im getting really sick and tired of it. All the black jokes, the black stereotypes, or black anything... its pissing me off. I can put up with the blackxdan thing, just because thats how people identify me. I dont care about that. But the jokes about me being black, and how people take it too far. I can ignore one joke but when someone continues to tell jokes, i get really really mad.
I think about how everything would be so much different if i were in fact, white. I wouldnt have to deal with the racial jokes day in and day out. I wouldnt be able to PREDICT when a black joke is coming up. I wouldnt have to be labeled as a traitor to my own race, or "too white." Thats bullshit. Im not just getting all this shit from one race, but both. I dont care who the fuck you are, dont say that type of shit to me. I love all the friends i have, and im grateful for all the friends i have. But i just wish race didnt have to matter in most things. Im not just another stereotype of the black race. I dont LOVE fried chicken, i dont run from police or call them the "po-po", i dont blare rap music everywhere i go, i dont "be ridin' on twenty-fo's", i can actually spell and speak well.
I just hate being judged. I hate it when someone tells me that they thought i was gangster by the way i walk or by my facial expressions. No, im not dealing with that shit anymore. Im done with putting up with all the fucking shit that i have been getting. Im done with people thinking they can get away with racist jokes just because they THINK that they are my friends. That shits just getting old. Oh, and to that little asian girl that keeps approaching me at shows.. Vee, or whatever the fuck your name is.. Dont you ever fucking call me a 'nigga' again, i will slap the slants out of your eyes you little cunt. You dont even know who the fuck i am. You guys dont even understand how hard it can be. Being the only black person in a group of white kids. The one that doesnt fit in and gets treated differently because of it. Its just fucked up. Thats all i have to say about this.
This whole thing about my race, and how people use it against me, is beginning to piss me off to no end. Everytime someone makes a remark about me being black, i start to get very angry. I know everyone is just joking most of the time, but i dont want to hear that type of shit anymore. This has just been kept inside this whole time, but now im getting really sick and tired of it. All the black jokes, the black stereotypes, or black anything... its pissing me off. I can put up with the blackxdan thing, just because thats how people identify me. I dont care about that. But the jokes about me being black, and how people take it too far. I can ignore one joke but when someone continues to tell jokes, i get really really mad.
I think about how everything would be so much different if i were in fact, white. I wouldnt have to deal with the racial jokes day in and day out. I wouldnt be able to PREDICT when a black joke is coming up. I wouldnt have to be labeled as a traitor to my own race, or "too white." Thats bullshit. Im not just getting all this shit from one race, but both. I dont care who the fuck you are, dont say that type of shit to me. I love all the friends i have, and im grateful for all the friends i have. But i just wish race didnt have to matter in most things. Im not just another stereotype of the black race. I dont LOVE fried chicken, i dont run from police or call them the "po-po", i dont blare rap music everywhere i go, i dont "be ridin' on twenty-fo's", i can actually spell and speak well.
I just hate being judged. I hate it when someone tells me that they thought i was gangster by the way i walk or by my facial expressions. No, im not dealing with that shit anymore. Im done with putting up with all the fucking shit that i have been getting. Im done with people thinking they can get away with racist jokes just because they THINK that they are my friends. That shits just getting old. Oh, and to that little asian girl that keeps approaching me at shows.. Vee, or whatever the fuck your name is.. Dont you ever fucking call me a 'nigga' again, i will slap the slants out of your eyes you little cunt. You dont even know who the fuck i am. You guys dont even understand how hard it can be. Being the only black person in a group of white kids. The one that doesnt fit in and gets treated differently because of it. Its just fucked up. Thats all i have to say about this.