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[xnovemberx]

life is weird right now. and my future doesn't look too good either. i'm getting less and less tolerant of people, and i'm showing it, completely unintentionally. But i can't help it. Lately, i've been treated like a criminal just because i have peircings and tattoos, and some of the looks i get are just ridiculous. I dont want people to think

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[caseyduh]

Life, by definition, is simply a series of events leading up to another, more natural event (death) that has basically nothing to do with the actual even itself. Confusing, eh? Consider life to be the same. I felt the same way that you did at one point in time, I was scared, I was confused, I felt entirely hopeless and I honestly didn't want to find a way out of things.. and then I realized something. What exactly would I be finding my way out of? I could pay my bills... and then what? More bills. I could buy a bigger house... and then what? Why, I'd spend more money to fill it with things that I didn't need. It goes on and on from there. It's incredibly difficult to think the way that I do in the sense that life is essentially pointless and without merit, but once you do, you quickly begin to realize that if you keep things hopelessly and utterly simplistic, it's so much easier to live. Granted, at times, you may feel like a failure, but I honestly don't know very many people with two legs that weren't born into money that haven't felt the same way at some point in time... Unfortunately for us, life seems to be taking a little bit longer to provide us with the things that we deem essential in longterm happiness. That's the beauty of it, if you simply live life with the idea that every breath is a success, you can do everything you can on your own to make yourself happy, and simply rely on time and a little persistance to do the rest. Bills are inevitable. There's never going to be a day in your life, sans one when you become the CEO of a business or win the lottery, that you're not going to be paying money out the ass for something you can't even explain to your kids who want toys. It's unavoidable.. you are always going to be fucked by the government.. So, you accept it, do what you can, and tell them to fuck off in the meantime. That's the beauty of living.... at any point during this game that we'd simply like to let go, blink a few times, take yourself to a better place, and simply forget about the problem in front of you.

It's black and white, my friend.

As for the tattooes and looks... Get used to it. People, en masse, are completely fucking stupid. You've already arrived at that realization, you've just got to learn to accept it and ignore it.. Or do like I do, use it and intimidate others for shits and giggles. It's always nice to know that little kids fear me.

Simply put; Live life happy. It's just that easy.