BOO
Today has been like the last 7 days ...painful, amazing yet uncomfortable. The Boy and I are on a break. For those of you who hang out with me...you know the whole saga. Anyhow I wanted to update because I haven't been on this computer in what seems like an eternity. Lately everyone asks me "sO kELSEY, HOW ARE YOU HOLDING UP?" The response is nothing but repetitive..."I'm okay!" The truth is that there are so many feelings that tend to race through this busy head of mine...I just can't keep up. The days all bleed together each more strange than the last. But then again its been good..I have been surrounding myself with people who truly care about me and then those who I have just discovered. It's funny how you go through something painful and certain people pop out of the woodwork..as do i ? All I know is that my feelings for him seem more real than ever, my head is clear and all the things I've set out to do, I've done or I'm in the process of doing. The truth is...is that I really don't know who I am yet...and finding out is somewhat uncomfortable..and finding out WITHOUT HIM is even weirder but I know that we both needed a change in pace... I know that we both needed this space.
<3 ME
<3 ME