"excuse me mr. negro"- jena

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Im missin melissa...:( im stayin wit her fo a week. seeeeee and were going to vegas to be strippers because were skinny and hott. I love the killers and i miss n1,n2 and chris....i miss jeana and the days where wed camp and tramp and shit with niggers runnin from the cops...they werent really niggers but they were really strung out on life and thier dog ebony??????? WHAT.

so not that u people give a shit butttt i have like 7 months and 4 days clean and sober and im comming out of this phunk..lovin life..livin the grind. but im reading my 4th step to my sponssssss...which is rad..and sad....so sad so sad...so were going to the cliff at the beach in 10 min to read my deepest darkest shit, fears, emotions, regrets. Why is life so beautifullll!?"

my boyfriend and i are comming up on our 6 months on saturday and im so lucky..i love him more than i could ever express or show......ughhhhhhhhhhhhh I LOVE YOU!

I love my life today and the people who are in it...even if i dont talk to you....i love you...oh man .... I remember the days of monkey bars and being a kid the innocence of it all takes my breath away...."

I'm learning.....every day that GETTING TO KNOW YOURSELF IS A MAGICAL THING

"excuse me mr. negro"- jena