you grabbed my hand today, and i thought it meant something

[xnotxmex]

i hate life right now...ive lost my best friend...in the two seconds it took him to tell me what happened, everything changed...we're never going to be the same...and seeing them already kills me...i cant deal with this...i was there for him before, even when the same kind of shit was happeneing and i did everything i could to make him happy, to let him know i was there for him...i just cant do it anymore...i cant stand by and watch this happen...i didnt know it would hurt this bad...i didnt even think i would really care...and yet here i sit, crying, because of him...the one person who promised never to make me cry...the one person i believed would never make me cry...

i hope you too are happy now...

i think paul is comming around 6

i thought today was wednesday untill about 1 this afternoon...i almost died laughing...i was crying it was halarious