May 28, 2005 16:54
ugh ive just dropped the tea all over the floor..
so summer has started.. cept not really..
its saturday.. and i wanna do something. but then i dont..
maybe ill end up goin out somewhere.. somehow..
like always.. not too fun anymore..
more of a hassle.. and a have to.. instead of a want to
but its okie.
doesnt change the fact im out of the house..
maybe ill just stay home..
yesterday was okie.. kinda fun.. sorta. in the end..
but i would take it all back if i could..
eh. im feelin sorta lonely..
i miss havin that someone.
been there done that, a few times too..
doesnt change the fact i miss it.
i wish i were more out going
and talkative.. and other..
but in all i cant complain..
im happy.
im ok.
itll work somehow.
ugh. i swear if i get stuck in this house..
ill die.
one way or another..
mmmh. im reading the book "crank"
an awesome book i might add.
totally.. you should read it.
maybe ill just stay home..
wanna talk on the phone.. lol.
yea.. thats it.. sorry
<3myerah