sometimes i don't mind

[xnothingleftx]

Yes. This summer is winding down. It seriously is unforgettable. I've lived with jen and it's been a lot of fun. The only downside of this summer was i barely some of my best friends. I really miss them. Anyways. I really hope this venue works out, i'm really in need of something like that to do. It'll make me really happy, cause i love doing shows. I have really missed doing it, i've almost felt lazy honestly. I really dislike that feeling. Anyways. I've been really sad lately. Jen leaving and all. It's just depressing to see something that's a huge part of your life being like 4 hours away. What can you do though. I'm gonna miss her. School will suck. I plan to focus on school. Get good grades and what have you. Seriously beat the fucking shit out of radio though. I'm gonna get that shit set up before i leave. family vacation on saturday. This will be hell. I about wanted to kill myself after my mom killed on wednesday. Anytime she can't find me she calls the fucking cops on me. How embarassing is that. I really don't get that. I don't know. I'll only be home for a few days so hopefully i'll keep some form of sanity. Than back with jen. hehe. YAY! Warped tour and then hopefully 18 visions in erie with neil and then days away. Than philly with me.. WOO!
i wish this headache would go away. I wish i was in a band again. I want to have that outlet again so badly. I miss it a lot. Well. rambling on and on is not my best suit. So i'm done. I look fwd to hanging out with my dad..haha...