its you and me...
So i just finished working out. ive been doing that quite a bit lately, or at least have been trying to. Ive decided that if im gonna be unhappy, im gonna at least put that negativity to good use and do some productive things in the process.
I'm trying to get my thoughts together and figure out just what it is that I want to do with my life. who knew the time would come when these decisions had to be made eh? Growing up was what I always wanted... and now I'm not so sure I could handle it. and yet here it comes nonetheless.
I'm in the midst of searching for a new cell phone. as much as I loathe them my parents are scared my car is going to die in the middle of nowhere and I'll be stranded. ya know, with all those trips i take to the middle of nowhere. There's just something about people being able to get ahold of you no matter where you are that gets to me... when I'm out somewhere trying to enjoy myself there are just some phone calls that I'd rather not get.
I know it's rather sad that it's three or so months in the making and I'm still wrapped up in this "woe is me" attitude, I'm trying to fix it, but who the hell knows how to do that.
So instead of fixing it, I've decided that ignoring the problem is the only way to go, so I've been staying excessively busy doing everything and anything in my power to keep my mind off people who are doing extensively illegal things and ruining their lives in the process. incase you couldnt tell, my method is not working.
I can't wait for it to get warmer out so I can spend tons more time outside in the sun... away. somewhere.
Everyone seems so happy.
I'm trying to get my thoughts together and figure out just what it is that I want to do with my life. who knew the time would come when these decisions had to be made eh? Growing up was what I always wanted... and now I'm not so sure I could handle it. and yet here it comes nonetheless.
I'm in the midst of searching for a new cell phone. as much as I loathe them my parents are scared my car is going to die in the middle of nowhere and I'll be stranded. ya know, with all those trips i take to the middle of nowhere. There's just something about people being able to get ahold of you no matter where you are that gets to me... when I'm out somewhere trying to enjoy myself there are just some phone calls that I'd rather not get.
I know it's rather sad that it's three or so months in the making and I'm still wrapped up in this "woe is me" attitude, I'm trying to fix it, but who the hell knows how to do that.
So instead of fixing it, I've decided that ignoring the problem is the only way to go, so I've been staying excessively busy doing everything and anything in my power to keep my mind off people who are doing extensively illegal things and ruining their lives in the process. incase you couldnt tell, my method is not working.
I can't wait for it to get warmer out so I can spend tons more time outside in the sun... away. somewhere.
Everyone seems so happy.