i'll keep the thought of you near...
I have to leave bright and early for Ottawa tomorrow, and I'm not really all that enthused about going. It's been a really rough week, and to top it all off I had to get all kinds of blood work done today and I have to wait until Tuesday to get the results back... which makes me all kinds of unhappy. I had a fainting episode at work, and they think it's due to my blood sugar levels being low. so yay. more medication for me. just wonderful
This week has been everything unexpected. and I think I learned that it's much easier to love someone than to hate them. it's hard to hate someone you cared about at one point. But when you're friends with someone for so long, and you come to this point where you dont know why you're friends with them anymore... because they're never really there for you anyways... isn't it better to just bow out gracefully before someone gets hurt? This is really childish. and I hope you get this outta your system sometime soon because I don't really feel like dealing with it anymore. its the same everytime. Keep running away from the world and it's gonna show up on your doorstep one day. not so pretty.
anyways. my cousin's getting married this weekend. and me being the lovely selfish person that i am, all i can think about is that I hope I don't get upset when i'm bombarded with questions about where my lovely boyfriend is who all my family met and fell in love with last summer. great. i can't wait.
This week has been everything unexpected. and I think I learned that it's much easier to love someone than to hate them. it's hard to hate someone you cared about at one point. But when you're friends with someone for so long, and you come to this point where you dont know why you're friends with them anymore... because they're never really there for you anyways... isn't it better to just bow out gracefully before someone gets hurt? This is really childish. and I hope you get this outta your system sometime soon because I don't really feel like dealing with it anymore. its the same everytime. Keep running away from the world and it's gonna show up on your doorstep one day. not so pretty.
anyways. my cousin's getting married this weekend. and me being the lovely selfish person that i am, all i can think about is that I hope I don't get upset when i'm bombarded with questions about where my lovely boyfriend is who all my family met and fell in love with last summer. great. i can't wait.