May 24, 2004 16:37
today i had an appfiny today i haven't had one for a while so i was glad because it feels great to figure things out so here it goes: i figured out that i keep lieing to myself and i finally figured out my feelings when our eyes meet i just know we're suppose to be together maybe tomorrow maybe 5 years from now..i just know.. i have a feeling about him like we're connected in some kinda way like we were made for each other i feel like i've found my match and i've tried lieing to myself thinking it will go away because i'm too scared to even attpemt anything with him justlooking into his eyes i feel like i'm seeing the REAL him not the "_____________ the cool guy that came to school drunk last year" i see the geniune side of him the side that wants to be succesfull but is too scared to do so who knows any advice leave a comment later! noon