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New Found Glory was amazing last night. I don't even care what anyone thinks, that band is so much fun to watch. I never ever jump up on people and crawl/crowd surf to bands but last night I totally did. I did it so much that one of the bouncers got pissed off at me and told me that he better see me on the ground for the rest of the show or else I'm out. Fuck that guy, stopping being a pussy, it's part of your job. Besides, it was New Found Glory's last song anyways, fuck I wasn't going to do anything for "Senses Flail". Haha I love this band. Also another hilarious point, we were walking by the cheese factory in downtown Seattle, and we saw the movie theatre there, and we were all like fuck New Found Glory, let's go see a movie, as a total joke. At the same moment, Chad Gilbert and possibly some other members from NFG overheard us, knew immediately it was a joke. Then when we get to the show, we are talking to Elyda, and Anthony (NFG's merch guy/SYG's merch guy for warped tour), Chad comes up and tells us that he totally overheard us but he thought it was hilarious. He knew we were joking around since I was wearing a Set Your Goals hoodie, and Matt and Katie were wearing Converge hoodies. Nonetheless, it was kind of embarrassing but amazing at the same time. It was "outstanding". I was pretty stoked that they played Iris. I love that song. It was a fun night, even if I got a charlie horse and I lost a shoe. I "redeemed" a pair from Walmart anyways, hahahahaha.
Now for the vague part, I still wish some things were different. If feels like there's something but she's so wrapped up in people that have nothing in common with her and in end will clash. Sometimes it's fun to be around people on the other side of the grass but sooner or later, you'll be sick of those activities and when you try to change them, to get them out of it, they will retaliate and it will be a trainwreck. I've done it all, I've been there. It's never a good sight. Besides we do things just because you're there. Wrong impressions are the worst. I totally did that with someone and it was horrible, I thought she liked me, she said she was sore so I massaged her back, and then after, I sort of held her and she let me, I thought she liked me but then I get told via myspace that she really likes me, but as a friend. I could totally see that happening. Last night something else happened too, with someone sleeping on my shoulder, doesn't mean anything, she was tired and she felt that we are good enough friends that she can do that. I'm happy with that. Doesn't mean that either side has feelings for each other. I don't look into most things anymore, I just take it what it is for the most part. Sometimes I don't get someone because one day she totally loves me for doing something nice (it was quite nice, even I have to admit that) but at the same account, it totally gets awkward other times. Whatever actually, writing about it, I'm not too worried. I don't even know why I'm stressed. I should get ready for the day. I'm so sore
Now for the vague part, I still wish some things were different. If feels like there's something but she's so wrapped up in people that have nothing in common with her and in end will clash. Sometimes it's fun to be around people on the other side of the grass but sooner or later, you'll be sick of those activities and when you try to change them, to get them out of it, they will retaliate and it will be a trainwreck. I've done it all, I've been there. It's never a good sight. Besides we do things just because you're there. Wrong impressions are the worst. I totally did that with someone and it was horrible, I thought she liked me, she said she was sore so I massaged her back, and then after, I sort of held her and she let me, I thought she liked me but then I get told via myspace that she really likes me, but as a friend. I could totally see that happening. Last night something else happened too, with someone sleeping on my shoulder, doesn't mean anything, she was tired and she felt that we are good enough friends that she can do that. I'm happy with that. Doesn't mean that either side has feelings for each other. I don't look into most things anymore, I just take it what it is for the most part. Sometimes I don't get someone because one day she totally loves me for doing something nice (it was quite nice, even I have to admit that) but at the same account, it totally gets awkward other times. Whatever actually, writing about it, I'm not too worried. I don't even know why I'm stressed. I should get ready for the day. I'm so sore