Hmmmm
Yea, I havent updated in a long time....but right now i need you. It seems like everytime I like guy, I'm wasting my time. Yea and if im not the guy lives a billion miles away... YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL! god damnit, just take it. Take the guy i like, take everything, take my happiness, just take it, it's all useless to me now. Everyone I know goes away in the end. A certain person says I've "walked out of the door but i came back" and that person can't even tell when something is wrong with me. So much hypocritical shit. i just want to be pretty, I want to be liked by at least a couple guys. I cant believe it..... I just dont even know what to say, i just want to break down but i have no more tears, just anger, i just... i just want Noah to give me a chance..... but no.... all my friends get one first. WHAT HAVE I BECOME?