aye chingado .. get it right worthless
ive been completely frazzled lately. my nerves are shot and wearing thin.ive been talkin to Robin again and its goin so so . theres a chance but theres not shes really confused. i know my luck on these things and i should just quit while im ahead. work has been kickin my ass. i didnt even want a g.f when i moved up here just someone with no baggage.. with all of this and work its kicking my ass.. the money is super good and thats what is keepin me goin but im having panic attacks at work i feel really weird all the time and people that see me are starting to notice it when they talk to me..i just need friends up here..its so hard though cause where i live its all gang bangers and junkies..ill never find someone near me that i can talk too and just crack jokes with and relax.. ::sigh:: if anyone reads this and they know anyone in the bay area please have them hang out with me..i just want to meet decent people...