The good, the bad, and the ugly
Good - I have a crush on a girl. A real one. Real in the sense that its more than me thinking shes attractive and knowing that i should like her so I pretend to be interested. It's been way too long, but I have feelings. More feelings than she has earned or deserved, thats how you know when you have a crush.
Bad - Every girl that shows interest in me fits in the mold of an ex. I dont know what that says about me. You know how you watch those movies where they make it utterly obvious that the girl has problems because shes dating people just like the past ones shes dated? I worry that is what I've become. At the same time, so what, just because they didnt work out in the long term, there were still two that I had a blast with and wouldnt take back if i could. Take back being the entire relationship, sure there are quirks and endings that I would amend.
Ugly - Addictions persist.
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Since I made a post, I might as well add something not related to females or schoolwork. After over 21 years of claiming Italian and part Native American, I found out my ancestry and couldn't be more proud. I'm scandinavian, BIATCH. Swedish, to be more precise.
Take a minute and think Sweden.
What came to mind? When I was younger it was the pretty blue and gold flag. A fast hockey team. Light haired blondes with blue eyes (of the porno variety, im not going to lie). Cold. Snow. Hot accents. Thats what used to come to mind, and what i would expect out of the majority of people. I'm happy with that. Ill take that over German (beer, cussing, anger, strong people), Irish (beer, potatoes, cussing, irrationality) or any other nationality any day. While you're still wasting otherwise valuable time that could be spent on something worthwhile, I advise you to check out The Sounds. If you havent yet (where have you been), theyre a Swedish pop - dance - attitude band. And yes, Ive liked them for a long time, dating much further than my knowledge of the swedish heritage that i have. I recommend "Rock and Roll", "Tony the Beat", and "Dance with Me".
Bad - Every girl that shows interest in me fits in the mold of an ex. I dont know what that says about me. You know how you watch those movies where they make it utterly obvious that the girl has problems because shes dating people just like the past ones shes dated? I worry that is what I've become. At the same time, so what, just because they didnt work out in the long term, there were still two that I had a blast with and wouldnt take back if i could. Take back being the entire relationship, sure there are quirks and endings that I would amend.
Ugly - Addictions persist.
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Since I made a post, I might as well add something not related to females or schoolwork. After over 21 years of claiming Italian and part Native American, I found out my ancestry and couldn't be more proud. I'm scandinavian, BIATCH. Swedish, to be more precise.
Take a minute and think Sweden.
What came to mind? When I was younger it was the pretty blue and gold flag. A fast hockey team. Light haired blondes with blue eyes (of the porno variety, im not going to lie). Cold. Snow. Hot accents. Thats what used to come to mind, and what i would expect out of the majority of people. I'm happy with that. Ill take that over German (beer, cussing, anger, strong people), Irish (beer, potatoes, cussing, irrationality) or any other nationality any day. While you're still wasting otherwise valuable time that could be spent on something worthwhile, I advise you to check out The Sounds. If you havent yet (where have you been), theyre a Swedish pop - dance - attitude band. And yes, Ive liked them for a long time, dating much further than my knowledge of the swedish heritage that i have. I recommend "Rock and Roll", "Tony the Beat", and "Dance with Me".