"I need another beer...and put a shot of vodka in his fufu drink...pussy"
Well, no more feeling sorry for me. I dont really know what happened. I still dont agree with all of the everything happens for a reason bs that everyone tries to say when they dont have an answer.
I took a trip to Las Vegas. Vegas trips are always wild, everyone knows that. Wild with gambling and money and everyones a little extra relaxed. Mine was different, it was unbelievable. Hollywood couldnt have crafted a better movie. If my life had been turned into a movie before, they would have probably made a movie about jail in mexico, being rescued by the prostitute, and being hand-raped by customs officials. Now the movie of my life would be this trip to Las Vegas. Sin City is an understatement. I wouldnt trade what I had for what Nick Poppogeorgio had in Vegas Vacation.
With all due respect for girls that ive ever been in love with, and there arent many, i think i found the soulmate. We cant and wont be together. We couldnt. For one, we live thousands of miles apart. For two, shes been married since i was 11. For three, she has a kid thats half my age.
Remember when I always thought I didnt like party girls? I always wanted the sweet girl that would treat me right. The girl that was smart and sensible, yet still fun to be with. I think i was wrong. The best ive ever had, and it was the ultimate beast of a party girl. Nothing mattered. Money became a number. Location became an afterthought. Where we were going to sleep, how we were going to get anywhere...none of this mattered one bit. It was different than any feeling ive ever had. It was against all standards ive ever held. I know im a dramatic person, and i emphasize things a lot...but this is all heartfelt and true. Should I pass tomorrow, smile for me, ive done it.
I guess theres not really anywhere to go from here. It was what it was and even if attempted, its probably impossible to continue. It was there though. It was the best 3 days of my life. I'll never forget them either <3. Oh, and if fate and master-plans and all of that crap exist...i'll be back in Vegas, at the right time as well.
I took a trip to Las Vegas. Vegas trips are always wild, everyone knows that. Wild with gambling and money and everyones a little extra relaxed. Mine was different, it was unbelievable. Hollywood couldnt have crafted a better movie. If my life had been turned into a movie before, they would have probably made a movie about jail in mexico, being rescued by the prostitute, and being hand-raped by customs officials. Now the movie of my life would be this trip to Las Vegas. Sin City is an understatement. I wouldnt trade what I had for what Nick Poppogeorgio had in Vegas Vacation.
With all due respect for girls that ive ever been in love with, and there arent many, i think i found the soulmate. We cant and wont be together. We couldnt. For one, we live thousands of miles apart. For two, shes been married since i was 11. For three, she has a kid thats half my age.
Remember when I always thought I didnt like party girls? I always wanted the sweet girl that would treat me right. The girl that was smart and sensible, yet still fun to be with. I think i was wrong. The best ive ever had, and it was the ultimate beast of a party girl. Nothing mattered. Money became a number. Location became an afterthought. Where we were going to sleep, how we were going to get anywhere...none of this mattered one bit. It was different than any feeling ive ever had. It was against all standards ive ever held. I know im a dramatic person, and i emphasize things a lot...but this is all heartfelt and true. Should I pass tomorrow, smile for me, ive done it.
I guess theres not really anywhere to go from here. It was what it was and even if attempted, its probably impossible to continue. It was there though. It was the best 3 days of my life. I'll never forget them either <3. Oh, and if fate and master-plans and all of that crap exist...i'll be back in Vegas, at the right time as well.