it's been awhile
dear livejournal,
Up until theses past 2 weeks I was so happy and at peace. Now for so may dumb reasons I 'm not. to be honest, I'm not even sure why i'm feeling so needy and lonely right now. There's a few obvious reasons, but I shouldn't be such a weak person and let them affect me the way i do. I miss having her to call mine. I miss feeling close to god. I miss my old friends. I need some closure, and i hope it comes soon.
Up until theses past 2 weeks I was so happy and at peace. Now for so may dumb reasons I 'm not. to be honest, I'm not even sure why i'm feeling so needy and lonely right now. There's a few obvious reasons, but I shouldn't be such a weak person and let them affect me the way i do. I miss having her to call mine. I miss feeling close to god. I miss my old friends. I need some closure, and i hope it comes soon.