I Quit.
Drinking that is. Last night I was a horrible irrational person. I acted horrible to Andrea and my friends. And if alcohol is going to make me treat the people I care the most about in my life bad, then it's just not worth it. I'm sure I can find better things to do with my time and money anyways. I woke up today feeling horrible, depressed, and angry at myself. I was angry at myself for letting my Dad's irrational rage last night get me angry to the point where I took it out on everyone else. And for this I am truely sorry. I am now just so embarassed. However I am thankful that I have loved ones who are willing to take such good care of me when I am down.
Andrea I am so sorry. I love you and God knows I miss you so much. I wish you were just here so we could maybe hold each other and have things be alright. Although I know it's going to take a little more then a hug to patch things up. But whatever it takes I am willing to do it. I don't want to make you unhappy.
The drive here I swear took 2 1/2 hours. I am tired, and I have a math test to study for and I barely have the moral to stay awake right now nor the right state of mind to concentrate.
Andrea I am so sorry. I love you and God knows I miss you so much. I wish you were just here so we could maybe hold each other and have things be alright. Although I know it's going to take a little more then a hug to patch things up. But whatever it takes I am willing to do it. I don't want to make you unhappy.
The drive here I swear took 2 1/2 hours. I am tired, and I have a math test to study for and I barely have the moral to stay awake right now nor the right state of mind to concentrate.