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man i relized that things arent that great and that i shouldnt get my hopes up like shit never gows my ways when i really want or need it to! gawd things are fucked up the ass.. yeah im not even sure if i am going out with this guy like yeah eh w/e. but yeah today was uneventful and lame but miriam looked really good! yeah and just i was soo happy with nora like i wanted to just hug her and like tell her how much i fuckin admire and love her to death!!! like i dont o i just really thought about our friend ship and how we had sum fuckin awesome times over the summer like duude me and her had a fuckin blast!!! she kicks ass and i love her shit loads!! alrite well any ways so we go this new project in skewl and i had to work on it after skewl with robert cassie gwen and rosalind and it was soo funny! cassie is such a dork!! but yeah i think its gunna be pretty good seeing as we have robert in our group hes realy smart! damn today i was in spanish and jourdain called me over and i thought she was gunna yell at me for sum fuckin reason she just sounded mad so i went over and she showed me her ultra sound pics of her baby!! omfg its soo crazy. its 8cm long and its due in june and she will no the sex in feb! omfg im gunna be an auntie/godmother!! i think i might go there for the birth just cuz she was my best friend for like for ever and shit and i jsut think it would be good to be there for her at that time!! but yeah damn just all day i have been hella quiet and thinking just damn my best friend is having a baby!!! omfg! damn now ima go cry... fuck