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[xninjapiratex]

alrite so this week has sucked really really bad!!! fuckin my mom now officially hates me. so yeah i am failing everything and fuckin like im in trouble for everything. i dont do anything and she fuckin like she yells at me for acutally doing chores and doing my home work! every day she screams at me for being disrespectuful when im being hella nice to her and doing hella chores that she should be doing.. and im gettin soo fuckin fed up with this.. like she makes me want to kil my self.. i swear to gawd she makes me miserable.. and she doesnt listen to me about anything!!! i just dont no how much more i can take of this.. i have been at school every day for the last 2-3 weeks and i have been doing most all of my home work n im trying to get some what caught up.. but nothing is good enough for her.. and i have prom tomororw and i dont have a dress!!! yeah this fuckin fails.. and my birthday is in a month and im not allowed to go or do anything for my birthday. and for the last 3 years on my birthday i have been grounded and not been able to do ANYTHING!! this makes me want to fuckin cry. gah this is sooooo fuckin retarted!!!!!

i havent been depressed what so ever in the last few months but in the last few days i have wanted to die more then ever..

+sigh+