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i havent gone to skewl in 2 days.. yesterday i was too out of it to think and i just layed around.. and then today i was having major issues with jason like he came over in the morning cuz i didnt feel good so he was going to sit with me for a bit and then walk me to skewl and then i decided not too go cuz i was feeling soo werid. but the whole time he was acting like he was hella mad at me and was just in a bad mood. and then i started freakin out about my mom coming home and finding him inside and me not at skewl even tho i told her i wasnt going n shit and then i made him leave for an hour. and then like as soon as he left i broke down crying.. and then i called him n told him to come back over and he said he would and then he said he would. so i sat and waited for like an hour and he didnt shoe up so i called back and he said he was leaving then so i sat and waited another hour and i started gettin this feeling like he hated me and didnt want to see me n i broke down and then he showed up and i was hella crying and i just couldnt stop. so we sat down and had a long talk about our relationship n everythiing n gah.. then he got this call and it was even worse!! i ran out crying and then he came and we sat and talked for a lil bit and then he got another call and that one was even worser so i ran into my room and just fel onto the bedd crying and then he came in and we talked more and then we settled things but it took 3 hours.. then we went and hung out outside and we were talking and he said that he had to go to his friends house and i told him that if he left rite then, then i was going to break up with him and he looked at me and then wehn i said i was kidding he was like "thats not kewl i was about to cry!!!!" then we played basket ball and played around.. it was funny. we decided that hes going to start carrying me for a while everyday so he can get stronger.. hah it was funny he carryied me all the way down the street so he wouldnt have to walk by him self.. lol yeah today was retarted.. but jason might be gettin about 1,350 dollars tonite and he said that if he does then hes buying me a ring..cuz like the other nite we talked on teh fone for 4 hours about marrige and we decided that we want to marry each other and that we would die with out each other.. funny were soo corny!! hehe gawd i am so in love!! today was like the only problem we have ever had and like we got over it quick like!! +sigh+ i cant wait till i see him tomorow!! hes coming over in the morning!! damn im soo looking forward to karas prom i just need to send her that money!!! damn and next week is spring break.. and im already making plans as i write! like im hanging with laurel and tom and then im hanging with cassie and then with jason and then for sure with dustin!!!!! and maybe ada and kara!! geez i cant wait for this week to be over i hate it!!

rawr.. im bored and never update any more..

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