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alrite so today me and julien broke up.. the thing was we barely new each other and we were SOOOO different a lil too different like he didnt no any of the bands i listen to and you all no that i live for music!! its my life i need it and i couldnt be with someone that didnt no wat i was talkin about when i say bert mccrackin is the sex! it wasnt good. but yeah it wasnt working i you no wat i mean.. if you all no me then you have to understand.. me and him are still good friends tho we are actually talking rite this second! we have been friends since i was in like 3 grade or sumthing i dont want to ruin our long friendship so i thought that it would be good for us just to be friends again cuz i dont want our relationship to get to far and then for us to hate each other i couldnt live with myself if that happened! so yeah then rite after 4th period you will all never guess wat happened i walked up to jason and gave him a cig cuz i had one and i thought he would want it more than i would so yeah and then he was all hey i have to talk to you and we got out side and he pulled me aside and then was all "hey i no its kinda late but will you go out with me?" when he said late he meant that i liked him like a a year ago and shit and he didnt like me and now he does!!! and the thing is all year i could tell he would flirt with me but i never ever thought he owuld like me i always wished he would but it never happened!and then it did and i didnt no wat to say so i told him i had to think aobut it.. cuz yeah me and julien just broke up n all and shit i dont no..i really do like jason i never stoped liking him but i never thought he would ask me out so i started going out with julien and if i go out with jason then i dont want julien to be mad..gawsh.... but yeah i really do like jason and i no hes not the kinda guy i wanted but i do like him! gawsh im so lost...but yeah..eh i think ima go now