kill the drama...

[xninja_war_god]

There is just WAY too much unnecessary drama going on in San Jose for me. Honestly, it makes me want to never come back. It seems like no one can get along. Why do all the people I care about the most seem to hate each other ?? Is it me ?? I don't know what to do about any of this anymore. It almost seems as if it's no longer worth the time or effort. Why can't we all be mature & be civil towards one another ?? The worst part is that I can't help but feel as if it's my fault...

School hasn't even started & I'm already stressing out. I feel sick. I'm tired. I haven't felt like my usual cheery self. I don't know what it is... I just feel kind of... empty. I feel so confused & frustrated & alone. Someone get me out of this mess...