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Oohgoodness.
I start cosmo tomorrow.
I plan on getting a job before January also.
Hello busy life.
Friday: Yeah. i love sarah kendra simone and tiff. and everyone else that i chilled with that night. Hung out with my neighbor jacque + roomates (kris&jesse) till 430 in the morning. gaah.
Saturday: some how make my way out to ryans. go to some whack ass party and called it a night shortly after.
Sunday: come home, and once again back out to ryans with rachel. We go to bobs. drama. Some stupid asshole running his mouth and for some reason bob is the only one i hear defending me. So naturally my reaction is to be upset with ryan for not saying a damn thing (or so i thought) Definatley sobered up real quick once the arguing started. Thats just a fucked up situation anyway. It makes me look like me being drunk was the fuel behind the fire of me being upset. which usually does add to it but that not being the case at all this time. SORRY i dont like being degraded as a person from any man, ever. To sit there and take it simply to keep the peace, is honestly not right.
Came home in the morning. Ryan stopped by and apologized and dropped my bottle off. I apologize as well. ?
Ive been having the most upseting nightmares latley.
I had a dream i couldnt breathe friday. and this morning i had dreams that my friends were being murdered. i woke up almost in tears sick to my stomach..i almost woke ryan up, almost called my mom, almost called my friends to see if they were okay. But it was waaay to early. It makes me sick even thinking about it.
i miss emmy.
I start cosmo tomorrow.
I plan on getting a job before January also.
Hello busy life.
Friday: Yeah. i love sarah kendra simone and tiff. and everyone else that i chilled with that night. Hung out with my neighbor jacque + roomates (kris&jesse) till 430 in the morning. gaah.
Saturday: some how make my way out to ryans. go to some whack ass party and called it a night shortly after.
Sunday: come home, and once again back out to ryans with rachel. We go to bobs. drama. Some stupid asshole running his mouth and for some reason bob is the only one i hear defending me. So naturally my reaction is to be upset with ryan for not saying a damn thing (or so i thought) Definatley sobered up real quick once the arguing started. Thats just a fucked up situation anyway. It makes me look like me being drunk was the fuel behind the fire of me being upset. which usually does add to it but that not being the case at all this time. SORRY i dont like being degraded as a person from any man, ever. To sit there and take it simply to keep the peace, is honestly not right.
Came home in the morning. Ryan stopped by and apologized and dropped my bottle off. I apologize as well. ?
Ive been having the most upseting nightmares latley.
I had a dream i couldnt breathe friday. and this morning i had dreams that my friends were being murdered. i woke up almost in tears sick to my stomach..i almost woke ryan up, almost called my mom, almost called my friends to see if they were okay. But it was waaay to early. It makes me sick even thinking about it.
i miss emmy.