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I just banged my forehead off the side of the bathroom door ridiculously hard. I think that’s just another hint that I’m in need of some sleep. Gerri showed up a few minutes ago, we couldn’t get a hold of anyone (thanks to my awesome cellular phone service) to see what was going on tonite. So I decided I’d stay home for some much needed time to myself; aka being bored off my ass doing useless stuff, staring at this screen for way too long and getting fat. Atleast I can catch adult swim for once. I feel bad for making Gerri go to Nashua alone. Brando just called me and now I almost wish I had gone. He was wicked sober.ha! I keep thinking I smell fire, which I probably do because I just wrapped Christmas tree lights around the curtains in the computer room- good idea! My bird, whom lives next to the computer has learned to say, "you've got mail" and that's hallarious. Blahhh, I’m in a few predicaments that I need to get myself out of… And fast at that. But I that won’t happen, so why am I even talking about it? This week I plan to drop out of high school. Please don’t bother commenting and telling me how much of a bad idea it is. I’m not happy, and I don’t expect myself to stay unhappy like this if I can do something to change it. Also this week, if Dillinger isn’t sold out;Joeand I are going. But I have a good feeling it is. And that sucks. Hopefully I can find a way to get us in though. Haha- I’m going to Joseph’s prom as well. It’ll be a blast. I’m gonna be sooo much hotter than all those Methuen girls! Pshhhh, they got nothing on me! I’m getting my dress at Fredrick’s of Hollywood (cheep, trashy victorias secret). Enough said! Ugh, everything I listen to lately gives me one of those weird feelings; know what I’m talking about? It’s not nice! I just looked over at the tv in the other room, and what do I see? Ohh just some chick suckin dick. Must be 11-time for softcore porn movies on cinimax. Fuck yeah! Well I have nothing better to do tonite but be on this piece of shit, so I’m sure I’ll update again. New batteries and a good hair day, maybe I’ll have some pictures. My birthday is in a short two months or so & boy I can’t wait to get the fuck out of here. Hope you enjoyed another one of my pointless, one-paragraph entries.PS... My journal became hot over night, check it. Hooootanany!