Oct 02, 2004 09:12
hey all...well it has been quite some time since i updated. schoool started obviously, and so i have been quite busy. i did not think that taking 2 AP and 3 honors classes would be a lot of work...sometimes it is and then other times it isnt. i do enjoy AP history, which i did want to switch out of , but i think a lot more now..haha..i know its funny right.i mean we debate and stuff, and it gets me thinking a lot about life and how the world is, and how people are.its weird how people are, and how corrupt the world can seem sometimes, and all the misery that people face every day.
ok....so i got my license a few days ago.yesss finally. it was raining the day i went, and i was like OK great, so this means i will crash into a tree..but wow it was verrry verrry easy.and teeny goes for hers like tuesday :) woooo. soo goodluck teeny! but i know u dont need it, you will be fine.hehe.
i also got my MCAS scores back...yaaa i scored advanced in the math and english. i didnt think i would have scored advanced. so i mean that was something nice to expect.it brightened up my day a bit, because i really did not like yesterday at all. i hate when ther are days when they just seem like they are going to be ur worst day and then u face another one every day.
it just seems like things are different since school started.in a way i like last year, like my classes, and i didnt worry about things as much.and i didnt find myself stressing about things as much.and i dont know i think this year i have become more emotional.im usually a happy person, but this year its like i cant be happy its not the time, because when im happy and things are going good they are bound to get messed up. i think i just neeed to face my problems as they come, well my issues.and just deal with them and handle them. i think when i am just able to vent and get a lot out it makes me feel a lot better, but it also gets me thinking about things sooo much more.oh well....enough of me complaining.in away this is what a journal is for, to say how you feel...but truthfully who reads this ? lol. ive been gone for so0o long my friends probably thought i terminated the lj hahaha.but nooO!! i have not.hehe.anyways im going to go today. i hope everyone enjoys their saturday....because i dont think i will : / bye.