hungry..whats new??
ehh alright so im hungry, its almost 9...i think supper would b good... i haven't eaten since like nooon...but im kinda lazy to move, the usual, you know the deal..anywayss....this journal is like kinda to write about thoughts and stuf...
soooo boyyy dont i have many...i was abit hesistant about actually liking the fact that school is coming around..i think it will b a good thing, its a routine, bak in the swing of things...and i get to see those i havent this summer..soo thats a plus.and i know at the same time i am going to get verrrry stresssed and want to have numerous breakdowns, but then i realized im not the only one.and i also realized, that whether my knee gets better sooon enuf for dance im gunna give it a try.and im just gunna make the best of every situation that faces me this year...whether it becomes a class i despise and can't pass....or new or old peopleee.....i dont know, in a way i am scared of changes...with people and also like just classs andd school in general....like sometimes i wish i could take last year and relive it...but i realized, change is goood..and moving on up (JUNIOR YEAR) is even better....i think i have matured a bit...well i hope, of course im still gooofy...but now its time to prioritize..and ive realized whats important to me and life..soo im glad....and now i feel as if i am just rambling, and i think that allll i really needed to do was write this out...because thoughts have beeen flowing thru the noggin all weeek....well school means back to school shopping..more of that tomorro! soo im stoked..it also means dance season again...and i signed up tonight, of course im sad cuz i cant purchase any shoes yet...seeeing as if my knee is dysfunctional i cant dance right away :( but in time things heal...and things get better in time.and i realized, if things dont seem to be going ur way for a few days...dont try to change it dont try and make it better, because timeee will change things...and if things are bad, its not the end..things always end up gooood in the end...sooo i guesss ill b a bit more optomistic this year...and let everything play out and not get my feathers rufffled...if i had feathers that is hahaha..and now im gooiiing once again, its become a ramble fest....like teeeeny and loni like to bash me in teenys blurty....yes i am a motor mouth..hahahaahaha...thank youuuu my dearrr friends :)hehehehe.byeeeeee
**nicole
and i think that is the first time ever that i signed one of thesseee...hahaah...well that's not important.hehe.
soooo boyyy dont i have many...i was abit hesistant about actually liking the fact that school is coming around..i think it will b a good thing, its a routine, bak in the swing of things...and i get to see those i havent this summer..soo thats a plus.and i know at the same time i am going to get verrrry stresssed and want to have numerous breakdowns, but then i realized im not the only one.and i also realized, that whether my knee gets better sooon enuf for dance im gunna give it a try.and im just gunna make the best of every situation that faces me this year...whether it becomes a class i despise and can't pass....or new or old peopleee.....i dont know, in a way i am scared of changes...with people and also like just classs andd school in general....like sometimes i wish i could take last year and relive it...but i realized, change is goood..and moving on up (JUNIOR YEAR) is even better....i think i have matured a bit...well i hope, of course im still gooofy...but now its time to prioritize..and ive realized whats important to me and life..soo im glad....and now i feel as if i am just rambling, and i think that allll i really needed to do was write this out...because thoughts have beeen flowing thru the noggin all weeek....well school means back to school shopping..more of that tomorro! soo im stoked..it also means dance season again...and i signed up tonight, of course im sad cuz i cant purchase any shoes yet...seeeing as if my knee is dysfunctional i cant dance right away :( but in time things heal...and things get better in time.and i realized, if things dont seem to be going ur way for a few days...dont try to change it dont try and make it better, because timeee will change things...and if things are bad, its not the end..things always end up gooood in the end...sooo i guesss ill b a bit more optomistic this year...and let everything play out and not get my feathers rufffled...if i had feathers that is hahaha..and now im gooiiing once again, its become a ramble fest....like teeeeny and loni like to bash me in teenys blurty....yes i am a motor mouth..hahahaahaha...thank youuuu my dearrr friends :)hehehehe.byeeeeee
**nicole
and i think that is the first time ever that i signed one of thesseee...hahaah...well that's not important.hehe.