Sep 23, 2004 15:32
well as most of u know,my grandma died and this is jus one of the hardest things for me in life so far....my dad called yesturday from the funeral to let us know whats going on and he said that they had a pisture of her(grandma) right by the coufin and my dad said that theyre making him crazy telling him that she looks jus like me when they see the picture...he says he jus brakes into tears.....so u can imagine, now when i see him how hard its gona be for him to see me....thats y idk what to do since its my first time and idk what to do.....i mean its not a bad thing but its jus deep....and another thing is that my dads B-days today.....and now every year before his b-day we have the aniversary of his mothers death which i know its gonna be really hard....hopefully itll all get better soon cuz i honestly dont know what to do or say....i dont even know how to call him and wish him happy b-day tomorrow!...we'll see how it goes...
P.S.
i wanna thank all the ppl who cared and called to talk to me and give me soport...i couldnt give u guys enough credit for doing that...it means alot to me....thanx for trying to make me feel better<3
some advice would be nice.....
Much<3