lack luster
What a weird ass weekend. It was long and short all at the same time and I barely slept at all. Friday Night consisted of the fair some chilling and then unexpectedly going bowling at 1am in Lancaster. Went to work a 12-8 on Saturday on about 4 hours of sleep and then was pulled out to the water way that night. Sunday mainly consisted of me going to see the Simpson's movie with Tauzin at Dallastown and then watching "A Scanner Darkly" with Bekah.
As far as everything else is going. I got straight A's and a 4.0 for the first half of my first term which is better then I've done since 3rd grade I think. I hope to keep it up, but who knows how things are going to end up. I have a real lack of motivation right now to study which never leads to anything good.
I really hope this ends up alright. I have this horrible feeling that I'm going to be the one AGAIN that will fuck it up. I really don't want that to happen. I still can't even find the words to express it correctly. Please be patient.
As far as everything else is going. I got straight A's and a 4.0 for the first half of my first term which is better then I've done since 3rd grade I think. I hope to keep it up, but who knows how things are going to end up. I have a real lack of motivation right now to study which never leads to anything good.
I really hope this ends up alright. I have this horrible feeling that I'm going to be the one AGAIN that will fuck it up. I really don't want that to happen. I still can't even find the words to express it correctly. Please be patient.