Jul 08, 2007 21:39
Another weekend is at an end. I went to church again today. I'm still trying to figure a lot of it out, but I think I'm getting somewhere. I have always been lead to believe that God will guide you and that religion will bring about a sense of clarity and calmness to your life. I don't know if I've been misinformed, or if I have it wrong (I will bet that it's me though). Either way I don't really see it. Maybe it's just a bad time for me. I mean things did seem to be going a little to well for me. Right now it seems that the closer I get to the start of school the more other things in my life just want to fall apart. The only thing that seems to be on track right now is my diet. Everything else seems to want to self destruct. Maybe its nothing, maybe I'm just a little depressed and it's causing me to be a little more irritable I don't know, but I wish I did so that I could fix it.