Lost
I think this is just to much caffine, but I feel really lost lately. I have 3 weeks left to find a job in philly, 1.5 months left to find a place to live in lancaster, about 2 months left to find a job in the lancaster/york area. Along with some other things. I just don't know what may happen or if I am doing the right thing. I really don't even know how to express what is going through my head right now. This is more of a collection of ramblings. Things between Bekah and I are great and that is a good thing, but I don't know anything else that would fit into that catagory right now. I don't know where I would be right now without her keeping me from doing stupid shit. I'm just lost. Not working for 5 months sucks and not ever hearing anything back from the companies apply for kindof makes you feel like you're worhtless. The only one I heard from was a Whole Foods in jersey for a sign making postion. I was in york though and never heard anything back from them. I've placed like 12 applications in the past 2 weeks and nothing. So sitting around for months on end sucks, winter sucked. I am glad that spring is coming I like spring and fall. This past weekend was nice, good weather and lost of walking. I know what she says, but I have trouble believeing it sometimes.....
When did I become this, what happened??
When did I become this, what happened??