long nights

[xnewborndeadx]

sitting in this room no room in here staring up at the ceiling lost all feeling for you, for anything these walls are closing in your gone and i feel like ive lost my only freind walking alone under streetlights staying awake all these nights these nights suck im even thinking of you when im drunk as fuck your gunna be in the back of mind back there where everything that matters is stuck swore it would be the last time where ill just make up something and hope it rhymes ill just remember these times where everything went right and you in my eyes was the only thing in sight didnt care, no i didnt care if i was wrong, cause it felt so damn right i feel you holding my hand, mayb this is just my imagination mayb im just dreaming or the fact that im still puking still in denial still talk to you in my sleep im still fine here where ill get into fights with myself theres nuthing ever here to call mine playing in traffic has never been this fun they said the fact i had lived had never been done before before sounds so much better than now songs are fuin to write, some of this doesnt apply for me, but i put it in for effect.