Feb 14, 2005 12:25
so this weekend was kinda sad. when i got home from school i found out my great grandma had resently past away.. which is surely sad. i had a feeling tho. when i was in school elisha handed me a candy.. but i mean that candy reminds me of every old person but. i was like hum i havent seen her in forever.. yeh like 8yrs but shes been in the hospital for that long. so sunday i attended her funeral which i didnt think i was going to cry but it was an open casket so i was like omg.. she just right there if only i could wake her up and talk to her. Man im so scared of dying or my parents dying idk how people do it...i think when the guy opend the doors and she was right there and as we walked slow to her casket we all began to cry a little...
i dyed my hair. well i didnt dannys sister did.. its red and brown and blonde which hardly any blonde .. i wish i had more red in it. i would show everyone a picture but i dont know how to do it. ah.
Today my love is valentines day or. to cate i say valentimes ha everyone can be my valentine-be mine X0X0 i kinda wanted thos little hearts or a flower ha its kinda cliche but. yeah reminds me of like 3rd grade.. but i only wnat one person to be my valentine. nicholas moore...<3 humm mylove!