I can laugh All I want inside I still am empty So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me

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i hate updating this thing it has no point..just ask me about my day.. ah yeah well you all heard about the madness on friday so.. i dont have to explain it all .. the homecoming game was ok. left early cuz it was raining. went to the nicholas's house watched um taking lives yeah.. idk it was alright. hardcore sex scene.HOt. almost got grounded idc tho ah um homecoming was fun shaking my thing. ha. but i was a little mad that there was no room in stinos car .. so i just went out to eat with nick. the dance went slow but fast. i tried dancing with everyone. ah but i either got shot down or . people just walked away. ah britney and mary are fucking crazy. tons of pictures. then there was a after party at kyles but idk it wasnt what i was expecting .. but it was alright.geez mrs L just hands out beer to us. hum went to sleep at 4:30 5ish. in the morning. had pancakes then we played football. i pulled something in my leg aaa ah. i can to catch the ball elisha. (caught. the ball ha. man.. spent 50 bucks on one day that was only alright. for me. hum. i wish it was summer cuz im sick of school. and i cant see nicholas :( anymore. yesterday i was horny/hyper .. and he was TIRED. ah .owell. hum listening to the used there soo. good. i love them. i dont know what else to write about.. im probably forgetting a whole week of stuff.
*I guess, I remember every glance you shot me Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat I squoze so hard I stopped your heart from beating So deep that I didn't even scream FUCK ME!, I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not I'm far from lonely And it's all that I've got.la